T minus...oh wait, it doesn't matter anymore

Status: ....eh. whatever.

The new swimsuit I bought recently keeps staring at me from the hanger. Should I return it?

Naa...I'll wear it this summer.

I'm planning on going on a shopping trip down to Chicago with my mom over break, maybe going skiing for a weekend with Chris also. I need to do something. Otherwise I'll just be envying Erika laying on a beach in the sun.

I'm glad I'm not going; I know it'd be a bad vacation. But there's always that one part of me that's a bit bummed. I really needed a vacation...

Red Hot Chile Peppers tomorrow night for the girls minus me. Too expensive. Although I'm super jealous. It's going to be awesome. But that means I have to apartment all to myself for the night. So I'm planning on making dinner for Chris and I. (I know, I would be scared too. I haven't cooked.....umm....ever? ok, maybe like 5 times.) Chicken and some green bean cassarole. Simple to make I'm sure, but for me, this is a challange. I hope I don't mess up. It'll be interesting.

Oh yeah, I just remembered why I was doing this post. Here's the deal:

This Friday Chris and I are going to an Admirals game with his mom and all her friends. She got a deal on tickets and is paying for us to go. (holla!) Twist: of course, she's going to invite her daughter- Erika. So Erika was looking for somebody to go with...cause she naturally didn't want to be around me and her brother all night long. Turns out she picks Trevor, Chris' roommate. I get along with him great, that won't be a problem. I'm just worried how it's going to be between Erika and I. Also, this is the first time I'll be seeing Chris and Erika's mom since we canceled the vacation.

I'm going to feel stupid and weird in front of her and think that she hates me for not getting along with her daughter but Chris keeps reassuring me that it's okay. She doesn't care. Everything is fine.

Which he's probably right. But I can't help how I feel. You would feel a little weird too, I'd assume. But I love his mom, it'll be easy to get over I think.

I hope we dont' drink and then start getting all emotional and start crying with her mom there. I'd die.

Cross your fingers this goes smoothly.

I sure am.