Status: Crash and burn

6:55 am today-I check my facebook. I got a lovely facebook message from Erika. It said she was worried about Florida and didn't want things to be awkward and uncomfortable between us. It looked like a novel, but basically that was the jist of it.

3:25 pm today-I check my voice messages. There's one from Erika. "hey lea, i was just wondering when you were gonna be home tonight cause....i think we need to talk about FL."

All day today I've had stomach aches, headaches, feeling like I'm going to vomit, weak in the knees. basically: upset and stressed out to the max. basically in tears walking to class at work. I've been miserable.

And I'd just like to vent more frustration on a different topic. Stupid customers. I work at the UPS store and a guy comes in 45 minutes before we close w/ a package over 20 lbs and 24 iches cubed going to England. It's like $300-400 to send it. There were only a few options he could choose. He throws a fit. stays there for 45 minutes- 15 minutes over closing time- bitching. I hate customers. So I was in a bad mood when I got home. Erika was home. confrontation time.

Bottom line: my plane ticket is being sold and I'm not going to FL anymore.

more to come...