Status: Sinking!!!!

Oh boy, I think shit is gonna hit the fan soon. This past week I was extremely busy and always gone doing things or working on things for my Big Client Meeting next Thursday when my group and I meet the lady we're working for at the Adoption Resources of Wisconsin organization. Putting resumes, cover letters, conference reports together...everything is getting very very hectic and confusing.

So, as stated before, I was in and out of the apartment all week. Soccer game at midnight on Wednesday (by the way,we lost our first game of the season....so pissed). Then yesterday after work I got my stuff together to go home for the weekend to focus on my work and family is coming in also. Erika wasn't home, and neither was anybody across the hall, so I just left a message on the door saying I was going home. Predicament: it's another friend's 21st bday, Anna, who lives in Sheboygan. Big celebration going on Saturday night that I won't be there for. I knew I wouldn't be going, but I just never brought it up to anybody.

I know they're gonna be pissed.

Sometimes I get excited about going to FL but then other times I just want to sell my ticket and not go. I don't want things to be weird. And I know Erika's going to want to go out all 8 days we're there and stay up till 6 am partying. We did that last year and it was really fun, but now, I still want to go out and party, but maybe not every night cause
1)i'm going with her mom also and I dont want to be trashed in front of her

and 2) I'm going with here mom and I dont want to be trashed in front of her

and 3) I want to enjoy my vacation in the sun w/o a hangover in the morning.

and most importantly 4) I'm going with her mom and I dont want to be trashed in front of her

Erika wont like it.