T minus 33 days

Status: uneasy

So I've been toying around with the idea of saying, "hey, if you don't want me to go to Florida with you, that's okay. You can invite somebody else." But will it ever happen? Absoultely not!

Some days I'm excited to go and can't wait but then other days I just feel like not going at all. Who would want to go somewhere beautiful and fun with somebody they aren't getting along with?

Well, she doesn't compeltely hate me. Last night she asked if she could use my car to go to work this morning since hers got junked a couple months ago. Or maybe she's just using me/my car. That is very possible as well.

I went home last weekend on Thursday night. My cousins were planning on coming to stay the weekend with us and I wanted to be there to see them and also get my work done. Before I left Thursday I left a note telling Erika where I was because she was at night class still. It was our friend Anna's 21st on Saturday night and even though Erika didn't ask me to go back to Sheboygan to help celebrate I knew she would hold it against me if I didn't go. So when I left my note saying I'd be gone for the weekend I was a bit uneasy how it would be when I got back.

It turns out my cousins are coming up next weekend instead and Friday I woke up at 7:30 am to get my stuff done. I got a lot accomplished, although it took ALL day. So, to celebrate, I went out to a movie with Chris, seeing as how we rarely go on "dates" at all. It was nice (although we showed up over an hour early because somebody got the times mixed up and so we wandered from movie to movie until ours started....).
Chris was invited to go back to Sheboygan that Saturday also for a friend's birthday so all night he was getting phone calls from his friends saying inappropriate things and trying to make him feel bad. He didn't want to go mainly because his car window got smashed in (2nd time) and so there's plastic gargabe taped on it, then the hinge or something broke off the door when he slammed it shut after cleaning it, so now the door is being held on by a bungi cord. Yeah....not so safe to drive over an hour on the highway....

What is with people giving us shit about not doing things. Ultimately it is up to us on what we want to do and don't want to do. People have to deal. I'm so sick of it.